Bring on the drugs then.
This morning did give me a beautiful infertile memory, though. One I will treasure. I went back to sleep after the alarm went off and had a lovely dream that I'd got up, peed on the stick, and got lovely strong clear double lines, and everyone was so happy for me.
I woke up again at 650. Took my temperature - it was nice and high. Got up, no blood. Peed on stick. Then started to bleed before the stick had time to react. Stared at stick anyway. Stared at stick some more. Noticed second line but way up the test, away from the testing area. Decided to ignore it. Climbed back into bed with H and demanded comfort. Climbed out of bed and persuaded myself to do my "yoga for fertility" practice. Stared at stick a bit longer. Went to do yoga.
Medicines have now arrived, although painters haven't. Need to call clinic to set up day 2 scan tomorrow. Yaay.
Thanks for all your kind thoughts yesterday. But I guess I need the drugs. Please hope for me that that's all it will take for us.
Argh, that stinks. I was so hoping that you wouldn't have to go on to the drugs.
Posted by: Nico | Tuesday, 26 July 2005 at 11:26
I'm sorry, but I'm hoping the drugs do the trick!
Posted by: Katie | Tuesday, 26 July 2005 at 15:10
Could your body play any more tricks on you, sorry for the disappointment. I hope the drugs are all you need too.
Posted by: PJ | Tuesday, 26 July 2005 at 19:19
I find the peeing on a stick to be even more reliable to immediately starting a period than even new, expensive, white underwear.
So sorry to hear it's CD1 for you but thinking and hoping the drugs will do their trick.
Posted by: millie | Tuesday, 26 July 2005 at 19:40
The drugs, the drugs! BRING ON THE DRUGS! Hoping for great things for you.
Posted by: B. Mare | Tuesday, 26 July 2005 at 20:22
I'm so sorry. Good luck with the drugs.
Posted by: Amanda | Tuesday, 26 July 2005 at 20:31
Take it from me, the drugs can work wonders. I'm hoping for the best for you.
Posted by: susie | Tuesday, 26 July 2005 at 20:37
Crap. Sorry. Try heavy drinking, it did wonders for my state of mind.
Posted by: reprogirl | Tuesday, 26 July 2005 at 22:56
That's just wrong! Temp up and then bleed before the test reacts! Aaargh! Horrendous. But ok...bring on the drugs and yep fingers crossed and here's hoping!
Posted by: OvaGirl | Wednesday, 27 July 2005 at 14:09
I'm so sorry, Thalia.
Posted by: Susan / holdingpattern | Thursday, 28 July 2005 at 09:43