Last night I peed on two more sticks, just to assuage the panic I'd been in all day that the fancy new sticks were prone to false positives. Both (two different brands) came up clearly positive, no need to squint. I went to bed feeling happy. You can tell something bad is coming, can't you?
This morning a real gush of dark red blood. Not a dribble, not a spot, but a gush. Post-gush there seems to be not much more, but it's there every time I wipe, a red smear.
- Pregnancy #1, ended in miscarriage at 8 w (although never got to a heartbeat), bleeding at this point, day 13. Less than this, but a reasonable amount. Then stopped until the miscarriage
- Pregnancy #2, Chemical, enough blood for a tampon around this point. Then no more bleeding until I stopped the progesterone
- Pregnancy #3, Pob. A spot at around 5 weeks - really a spot, a little beige smear, bleeding at 13 weeks briefly, less than this. Then nothing
Doesn't look that good does it?
We'll see what the beta says.