I am really busy. Work is busy. We are having a baby blessing for Pob on Saturday so organising that and the party afterwards which includes 17 children and three babies is keeping me busy. Plus the weather forecast is awful so we've had to run around trying to find a marquee as there isn't room for everyone in the house. I've been to the US and back this week - for a worthwhile meeting but still, it takes time out of the week.
I'm busy hoping against hope I will get pregnant this month and we won't have to do IVF, but pragmatically ordered the drugs I need, which were delivered today. Neither H nor I have told anyone we're doing a cycle, except me telling the internets of course. It somehow seems less of a big deal this time. I'm sure I won't feel that way if it fails, but it feels that way right now. Oh how I am not looking forward to those PIO shots. Not to mention my current travel schedule and how that works with retrieval etc.
Pob is wonderful but after about 2 weeks of sleeping well, she's waking up again around 3, having done a huge poo, and then isn't going back to sleep again after we change her, just lying awake and alternating whining, chatting and crying for several hours. It's not very restful - for us and for her. Hope this is just another tooth coming through and we get some sleep in at some point.
Must go and do stuff.