On Sunday she had ~280ml in top up. On Monday it was 390, today it was 460. I pumped around 300 each day. I think this is the beginning of the end? I guess that she is getting lazier on the breast as she gets used to having bottles again? And she wasn't that energetic on the breast to start off with.
I saw a lactation consultant today who said that Pob has a weak suck and is never going to get what she needs from the breast. So I'd better get used to either pumping and bottle-feeding, or go to formula and just put her on the breast for comfort. I feel completely desolate. I have some feelings I need to work through on this, but I need longer and really should be sleeping right now so there will be another post on this probably overnight while I'm pumping. But right now I'm struggling.